It doesn't matter what I'm good at anymore but what I want to do. I'm tired of people telling me I have talent doing something I hate. I don't hate the newspaper but I don’t really care to do it much. Just something I "happen" to be good at. Where I would much rather be working in the theater or writing.

There is still so much I want to do with my life and I'm not willing to give up on it. I need to fight and find a way to make it happen. I need more information, I need a launching point to start from; I need my inspiration to push me further than it ever has before.

I need to make it happen and stop getting distracted by what other people say and think of it. I need to keep pushing until I make it. If I didn't it would be pointless to do otherwise. I've never been a person to sit back and take it. I've always fought for what I wanted and believed in. My future is no different.

I'm not going to allow my depression to run my life because it doesn't have the right to nor does anyone else in this world. I'm not afraid of what I have to do or what I have to sacrifice to get where I want. I've done it my entire life and then some. There is not guarantee that I won’t stumble and fall but if that happens then I have bandages for just such a problem.

I have my launching point and in the name of Douglas Adams all that is left to do is jump and miss the ground.